a walk to remember

this is like some super old movie which i havent's watced. but i heard it was good, touching bla bla bla so i decided to download and watch it before the movie turns a decade old. yes, i know i'm a lil slow. anyhow. apparently it managed to get almost all girls crying. so i put it to test and see if it works for me.

gosh. the movie story line is quite typical. ok, i gotta understand that it was 2002 when it was first aired. maybe at that time it was like a hit. but for the year 2010, the story line is just old. i felt that the movie was so slow. each word, each scene, it seemed like they were on slowmo. haha. when i was watching, i just couldn't wait for it to end, honestly.

but i still watched until the end after very much anticipation for the touching part or crying part. so overall, ok lar. last but not least, i did not cry. i would rate the movie 3 out of 5?


.g.

law of karma.

karma exists. i think i'm getting my karma. to be precise, BAD KARMA. haha. i sinned too much. gossiped too much, practically about anything and everything. haha. i whine, i complain and i gossip. it's fun but karma, bad karma comes after you after that. now i'm feeling the pinch of it. i don't know if i get backstabbed a not, but i honestly think so. continue to backstab please. just make sure i don't know about it. cause it might hurt me, a little.

so how did karma come to find me? in a very interesting way of making me fail in everything. hhaha. these two days, i'm really low in luck.

1. when i was at lunch, i dropped the heavy fork at a restaurant. glad no one was looking. 

2. some idiots tried to cut me on my right when i threw my right signal. what did i do? u guessed it right. i gave that idiot cockstare. was too tired to make my signature move. you know what's that?

3. i went to photostat my certs near my house and they were so rough to my certs! plus bad service. and printing was so expensive. they charged F RM1.00 per piece for colour and RM 0.50 for B&W.

4. As a result of #3, i had to get up super early today to get it done in Subang. and in the midst of the morning blurrness, J called me and rushed me for breakfast and did you foresee what happen? I fell on my knees as i was walking down the stairs.

5. so now, i have bruises on my knees which is hurting me so badly and a hole on my foot. they hurt very much.

i wonder what's in-stored for me tomorrow? kena crash by a car? fall on my face and scar it forever? sigh. feeling so unlucky these few days. sigh.

.g.

what happened today

1. left my phone at home and went to work. had to go back to get it.

2. two colleagues didn't come for work. unfortunately the one i dislike came.

3. i made a girl cry in the class. lol. she frightened me when i saw her tearing.

4. a parent pointed to the toilet and i looked. a student was sitting on the toilet bowl said, 'i pooed' and i think she was waiting for me to wipe her ass? haha. i did not. i am paid to be an assistant tutor. not baby sitter.

5. i could not resist late dinner.

6. i am craving for ramly burger. with additional layer of cheese.


.g.

midvalley!

met up with my classmates cum buddies in midvalley last week. it's been soooo long since i last saw them. everyone looked the same. but me. haha. why? cause i have my hair cut while others, sama jer. SL remains as SL, always with her long pants while SM, always looking good and poised.

it was a bad day to go Midvalley. ish. it was J-card day. super crowded. all parking bays are red, indicating full. even the pathway to enter was blocked. finally spotted one that was open and headed in to the parking bay. however, again, i was stuck. couldn't move at all because there were just too many cars. luckily i had a company in the car, else, absolutely boring and frustrating.

for lunch, we headed to Madam Kwan! always wanted to try but never had the chance. finally, got the taste of the nasi bojari, one of the famous delicacies. didn't want to try the nasi lemak cause the n.bojari looks more tempting and appealing, as though its calling for me to eat it.

the drumstick is bigger than what you see! it was really B-I-G

the all time famous, nasi lemak

my guilty pleasure. it's so tasty that i couldn't resist. had double shot of this

blacks and yes my new hair cut!

the sago gula melaka was so satisfying and it tasted so much like the one i used to have when i was in melaka and am still craving for one right now-oh how i wish it is in front of me at this second; i can probably eat 10 servings of it or maybe 20. it's just that delicious and i can't resist it at all.

after makan-ing, we went to toys-r-us. lol. how bored can we be uh? it is halloween this week. so they had all the halloween clothings and accesories which range from the witch hat and pumpkin to the devil's fork. all were very cute and also expensive.

after that, we went to the jigsaw puzzle shop which was the main motive of me going to midvalley. so when i reached there, this was what happened.

G: is there transformer jigsaw puzzle?

Salesperson: no

G: why don't have? is transformer not famous enough?

i said it without using my big brain. anyhow i wasn't trying to hurt that salesperson feelings. i was just wondering why and i asked it in a different manner. and my friends said i was so mean and the salesperson terasa. haha. was i mean? probably a little sarcastic. think i need to tone down on my sarcasm. not everyone can take it.

anyhow, after seeing the jigsaw puzzles, i feel like getting one for myself. just to test my patience and if i can complete it since i'm so free now, yet to be employed. would you get one for me? thank you! i want the 1000 pieces. any design but don't want all the ancient things, kay? :)


.g.

achievement! achievement!

wah, today is a great day. i finally know how to download stuff especially movies, like those latest one of the net! lol. i must sound like a pure retard for you guys who can download by closing two eyes. but for me, one of my life time achievements that deserves to be remembered, hence i shall record this very special moment in my blog. haha.

after fixing my often disconnection issue that lasted for about maybe one year? haha, dead serious. i think it lasted for about a year. ask my college friends about it when we always have group assignment to discuss online. i always get kicked out of the room because I dc so often. maybe 5 minutes once? they gave up on me and i gave up on myself and finally it's solved! it was actually the router that was problematic. i changed my router and it is working just fine! pity those tm guys where i called everyday and report to them in a very polite manner. sorry guys!

so to continue, i finally learned how to download movies. taught by my personal technician. haha. why personal technician? because i ask him literally about anything that concerns computer no matter how simple the problem is. 'eh, how to change the settings on my desktop?'   'eh, how to know what's the speed of my com?'   'eh, how to install this?'   'eh, i lost my installation disc. how?'    'eh how to this and how to that?'      yeah, i ask him practically for anything that will go wrong when i use the computer.

back to the story, in order to teach me how to download this utorrent, J purposely called me for about ten minutes to teach me how to do it. because he knew that if it was via msn, it'll take hours and nothing will happen but confusion and worse is that he would've to still call me. so he's smart enough this time to call me straight. starting to realise how dumb i can really be when it comes to internet and IT uh?  haha. thank you mr J! i appreciate it lots. i might consider downloading Borat and watch it. MIGHT. don't get too excited. lol.

it's an achievement. proof of my l'ack-of-knowledge' about internet. lol

when i finally know how to download, i need to know how to add in the subtitles. so that i don't have to listen so properly and miss out on other things that might be going on, i asked J online and he tried to teach me and i tried to explain to him what I did which did not work. and in the end, after about a few trials that i did, taught by him online, i still couldn't get it right those it's as simple as 'just make sure it's in the same folder as the movie'! damn, i just couldn't understand that. 'england too powder'. lol. what was the ending? i ended up had to call him to make him guide me on the phone and it finally worked!

so once again, this has proven again that i'm just so dumb when it comes to IT stuff despite being first class honours student *bangga* lol.

so as a sweet reminder, in the near future, anything about IT/internet/computer that you try to teach Miss G via msn, please don't even attempt. cause i will fail so badly. i will just call you to save time and hassle and most importantly, making myself look less dumb.

good night and thanks again J. appreciate it lots.



.g.

bike pushing day.

and so i decided to go Bukit Cahaya. I've not really been there. I went there once for the SkyTrex thing and that's it. Never really get to walk and enjoy the view and what's not and so I went there with two of my buddies, S and A for cycling purpose.

to start off the day, we decided to go have breakfast at Chong Kok Kopitiam. This is a classic kopitiam lar. the food is awesome. though its just simple half boiled egg, milo and nasi lemak, fuiyoh, never seen any kopitiam that can do it as well as this! the half boil egg is really half boiled, as if they had this 'egg-perature' to see if the egg is really 50% boiled. you will see no harden yolk nor uncooked eggwhite. that sifu behind this eggs must be really skilled.

the classic kopitiam with the nicest half boiled egg you can ever find!

look at the perfect half boil eggs!

after some satisfying and yummy breakfast, we were off to Bukit Cahaya. after getting the bicycles, at 9.15 a.m we were all ready and pumped up to conquer the hill. and to much disappointment, we were overthrown by the damn hill at the first slope. haha. how embarassing.

all of us started coming down from our bikes, like some ah ma and ah kongs, (it's not just us that were pushing, there were so many others, in fact all!) and started pushing the bikes up. opps, not all were behaving like 80 years old! Miss A proved to be a all time ballerina and have what it takes to show the hill who's the boss. she did it. she cycled all the way through the first steep slope. salute. respect. kow tow. applauses please. it was seriously anything but easy.

yes and we can do it. no, i can't. only she did it.

one of the less tiring slopes.

after many many slopes, and we came to this sign board that says, Spices and Beverage Garden. and we all got so excited thinking that we could finally get a rest! you know, at least recharge ourself with 100 Plus, Revive and what's not. So there were at least little hope for us to continue. and when we finally reach, this is what we got..............

fuck you garden. haha.

it's a literal garden! not like err.. garden garden that means like a cafe. you know, like how owners name their restaurants Betty Garden or Yummy Food Garden where it means food and drinks. yes and i know i have lame names for cafe/restaurant, but you get me! it's a God damn literal G-A-R-D-E-N. Taman Rempah Ratus dan Minuman! OMG. at that point in my life, i just wish i could burn down the whole bloody garden! @!$$@#%#$^$%&*^(%^#$@##$!#$!#$

after our hopes were crushed by the damn garden, we decided to take a break and take some pics since along the way, we were too dead tired to do so. ish. still pissed at that taman!



after the p*ssy-fying garden, we were thinking if we should continue cycling upwards. and when we asked some passer by, they said it's some empangan up there. and that's it. we decided not to see empangan. we shall all just google it and check it out online. haha. and we took another route, which we assumed would've led us back. and yeah, it did!

and the journey down the slope was so nice cause no single bit of energy was required besides controlling the bike's direction.

how do we know if we've reached the foot hill? look at those lilies. are they lilies? what ever it is lar. they look better in life than in pics. and so we took our last shot as memories.

bye peeps! please, its not like you get to cycle there. it's more to pushing up the bicycle so that you can fly down. that's all. haha. have fun if you're going there anytime soon. and if you think you are like the best runner, full blast stamina, cocky assholes, go and cycle around the whole hill. tell me if you're that great.

.g.

value of friendship

everyone has friends. you claim that she/he is your bff, your buddy, good friend, close friend, friend and sometimes even to the extend of sister/brother. but is it just because of the spark between both of you at that time where both happen to have the same opinion on something. lets say, for girls. both of you have always hated the bitch in class and happen to know about it and started gossiping about her and it's as though you guys were bff after that. but what happens when one prince charming comes in the way between both. still bff? or do what you can to steal that prince charming away?

it's not like i have any lifetime experience about friends. but it's enough to make me realise the value of friendship. it's almost WORTHLESS. at one point in your life, you can be so close to the person who sits next to you in the class and share almost all secrets in the world including you peeing on your bed when you were 15. but after high school, *phew phew* all disappear as if we were strangers.

friends that you thought will be your bff during high school might turn out to be a bitch that will do anything to stab you till you bleed and die slowly in excruciating pain. what a bitch.

as of now, having left high school for 4-5 years, i started to see who's my friend and who's not. maybe i shall name a few and let that fella feel honoured. *drum rolls* and the person who i treasure the most so far is ANG WEI SZE, yes it's you. don't be a bitch to me. i know you love me. haha. then been catching up with some of my high school friends during the recent badminton session and think that they're actually a really good friend too. that's just in highschool.

when you go to college, it's even more realistic than now. when they need your help, they'll come to you. and vice versa. people that you thought were very close to you may mean nothing to them at all. probably you're just another passer-by in their life. 'eh, who's that person that just pass by? oh, maybe i saw her before in pasar malam.' wtf. life's that realistic. including friendship or any relationship. but at least i think i found some that is worth my time. maybe. yet to evaluate. see if distance would be the stopper for our friendship. *hint hint*

probably relationship is the worse one. how many times have you been in a relationship and abandon your friends because of him. if your friends are fine with it, congratulations! only two possibilities.

(1) it's either they are really your true friends which then i will CONGRATULATE you 

or 

(2) your existence doesn't even bother your friends whether you're dead or alive. congratulations again! you now know the true colours of your friends.

then for all that you have done for your partner, getting him/her to tag along even if it's all girls/boys activities which might cause some to be uncomfortable, ditching your friends for date that have been made one week earlier just because your partner was bored and asked you out for last minute movie to keep him occupied, the worse is probably P.D.A. haha. i think i did that a lot of times. feel a bit shy to cucuk about this shit now. but at least i learnt to care about my friends feelings. 

sigh. anyhow,

life is that sad and full of hypocrite which include me and you. don't deny. anyhow, at this point, i do treasure (too strong word to use.karma might bite that i would have to stab them one day UNWILLINGLY. =)) appreciate some of my friends. please treasure me because if you love me, i'll love you back MORE. haha.

kanak-kanak out there, please don't think the person you are the closest to will be your bff. bull shit. ask him/her in the face. have you ever done anything wrong to me? if he/she says none, i've been a really good friend, END THE FRIENDSHIP IMMEDIATELY! a bit too drama. point the middle finger then. wtf, who hasn't done anything wrong to anyone before.  if he/she admits, maybe then your friend might worth some of your time.

.g.

first person i gossiped.

been teaching in Enopi for a month. think i know most of the students there. some are really cute. some not. and some are a pain in the arse. it's not just the students who annoys me. there are some others that do the job too. actually only one. haha. i shall call her bitch A. and it's time to bitch about her.

see. i'm usually the boss. i usually tell people what to do and not the other way round. hehe. she likes to order me to do things. which i hate. so yeah, aku sakit. haha. she's just very mengada lar. i don't plan to make friends with anyone at Enopi because i'm going to be there for short term only. and i dun care if i dun talk to any of the other tutors. because i'm not bothered. yes, we might meet again next time maybe as real colleague, working in the same company etc etc. but as of now, we're just strangers. fine, acquaintance.

so, she's just plain sibuk, thinking that she's like the boss of tutors there. arsehole. cannot take it. for instance today, i answered the phone call. one of the parents called in to say that her children couldn't make it blablablala. and she was so sibuk to ask me who called and why. wtf. i duwan to communicate with u at all ok. asked me to attend to this kid, that kid. telling me to check this check that. asshole. cannot take it. bitch.

so basically i just dislike her and i really wish for her to read it so that she knows i don't like her. in the same time, i also hope that she doesnt read it because i don't want to offend anyone for no reason. haha.

night.


.g.

back to square one

enough said and done. things are the same. what i feel is still the same. no, it's different. no longer like last time. yelling will not intimidate. it only shows guilt. loser. it can never be put as the past.


.g.