work and work and work

finally the training ended. it's time to make a new move for something better. and this time, i'll be stationed in UOB Taipan. Please come and find me if you guys are free. No excuse cause it's near ok!

the training has been very much boring. haha. this is because i just have to sit and listen and freeze myself in the room and wait to doze off. i hope that doesn't happen when i'm attached to the branch. and i'm looking forward for a brand new start.

please hope that i have a good start and a better tomorrow.



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love love

PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT: Tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY!

enough said. tom is my birthday. anyhow, it is not the point that i want to make. haha. it was just FYI. what i wanna express here is my love for one of my dearest friends. she bought me present despite being so far away, had it wrapped nicely and make sure that it reaches me. it was really sweet of her.

lovely present with animal prints on it. <3

isn't the wrapper cute?

present filled with love <3

and guess what's inside?

Giorgio Armani

perfume and two bottles of lotion together with a card!

i'm yet to read the card cause i wanna leave it for tomorrow or maybe 12 a.m tonight if i'm not asleep by then.

anyhow, thanks lots! and i appreciate it a lot. my first birthday present, 2010! please try to come for my birthday party. it's not too late to book ticket now! ;)

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interview

after so long not blogging, it's time to update my dear readers.

just wanna share with you last two weeks where i went for my interview for one of the banks. there were two parts of the interview because of the jobscope/position that i chose.

first part was the normal interview. introduce yourself blablabla. normal lar. nothing interesting.

the second part was the more interesting. put you to thinking mode. haha. so i was given a case study to do after my first interview due to the nature of jobscope selection. bloodyhell. i was half cursing cause it felt like assignment/exam. ish. and was given 20 minutes for 3 pages text. ish ish. 

so during the interview, which i doubt he, the interviewer read, started asking about my opinion. and as i try to justify my answer, here comes the atomic bomb! he started bombing me, question me this that. and i was speechless.

he bombed me with this when he gave me alternative solutions which i assume he deemed better lar.

"i bet you didn't even think about it"

damn bodoh! haha. and i said yes, i didn't think about it. being honest wert. i don't want to act smart in front of experts. you will tend to look EVEN DUMBER. i ain't taking the risk, yo! and i remained silent listening to his alternatives and bombs without being defensive. and he attacked me again.

"you're suppose to defend your answers, you know?"

me: "yeah i know, but i got nothing to say."

eh, i was just being honest! i seriously have got nothing to say cause in the initial stage when i tried to defend, he continuously attacked me until i SIEN. so, i gave up.

following that, he asked me a trick question! 

to me, integrity or money first?

for those that are close to me, you know how much i love money. haha. and in the same time, being a banker or anything else in fact, integrity is the utmost important value. 

and how do first class honours student nail the question? i'm sure you would answer integrity straight within split second. being honest again, haha. i used my big brain to think for a few seconds in my mind which i think was pretty obvious on my face. and then i answered integrity lar! of course i won't answer money wert. you really think i would jeopardize my interview and future meh?

he was like. (OMG expression and a lil of laugh), you need to think to that question arR? haha. i smiled/laughed and said something which i forgot. haha. damn bodoh yet funny thinking about it!

so overall, it was a good experience. and do  u think i failed the interview a not? it was a management trainee intake so there was like 100 over people on that day that try to fight for the same rice bowl as me.

that's about it. anywhow, i didn't regret being honest because what for you wanna lie and if you lie wrongly, you gonna look stupid, i rather look honest then being labelled as 'trying to act smart' or 'empty can'.

p/s: the second interviewer was quite HOT. good looking and tall. haha. cannot help it but to check him out during the interview and i admit losing focus because of that. hahaha. aku tergoda! yes yes, i'm a slut. go on with it.  i don't care.

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virgin heart.

i have this old old friend that i knew long time back. well, he has been decent and a very nice, sweet person. so he finally confessed who he likes after bugging him for quite some time. it's not possible to NOT like anyone right? i am sure you have someone that you like/prefer even if you're single. so i finally managed to dig out his deep dark secret and found out who he likes.

after several times of asking him to ask her out for a drink or something, he finally did it. and the girl agreed also for the date, claiming "you asked politely, so yeah, ok". wtf. damn bitchy right? i thought words like this only come out from me.

so you might think the bitchy-nest ends there but there was actually more to come. she actually ditched my friend  and kept him waiting like a lil excited boy waiting for mummy to buy him his fav ice cream. turn out, the ice cream was bitter. ish. all crushed and disappointed, the girl offered another date the next day as an apology. and again, the virgin's heart is broken and with no news heard.

being all emo, he decided to send her a msg which has a lil of sarcasm and finally they arranged for the third date.

it all happened like that on the third date. so the msg was sent via facebook. she replied the next day. he saw the notification on the msg icon and was all excited thinking that it was from her. he hesitated to check cause he takut lar. u know, later not from her, he'll be all emo and sad again, virgin heart wert. who can take rejection for three times consecutively. after arguing with him for two hours? he finally checked the msg via his cell. you have no idea how many times he had his phone by the hand, so tempted to check but was so scared. it was damn funny.

and so they were set to meet at destination A. i sent him there. and he was again, so scared to call her to tell her he reach already. i think i wasted 20 minutes in the car to convince him and to lend him the balls he needed to make the phone call. and this is the funniest part of all. haha.

this friend of mine, he's quite dark. so, can u imagine him being all shy and BLUSHING? hahaha. omg! he blushed and was so nervous when talking on the phone with her. you can literally see it in his dark complexion. haha. it was just so hilarious. i tried so hard to control my laughter in the car while he was talking to her and when he hung up, i couldn't help it but burst out laughing hysterically. haha. do you know what he said in the car before calling her?

'eh i look ok a not? do i need to change my clothes?'

'eh, can u walk me in and see if everything's ok'

'eh, can u sit somewhere near to me when i'm having the date with her so that if i behave wrongly you can text me and tell me?'

'eh, lets just go back now lar, screw it. i'm scared'

'eh, cannot lar, i cannot do it'

so many eh's and rubbish and in the end, they went out for the date and it lasted for hours, thanks to me! haha. you owe me one if you ever read this. you know who you are!

p/s: it's not funny actually if you're reading this but for i encounter this myself, i find it so funny that i'll still laugh thinking about it right now.



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Convo convo

the title says it all. today was my convocation day. took a few shots with friends as memories as we don't know when we will meet again.

the years in INTI was great with lots of laughters and tears (i mean it)! thanks to lots of friends that supported each other through out and hope we'll just keep in touch and meet up very soon and often!

special thanks to my mom and my sis that came and supported me as well, being my bag-holder, flower holder and so on.. love you guys lots.

oh yeah, btw, i get FIRST CLASS HONOURS. just for your information. haha =D

the ladies in the house!

flower by mom and friends. love the octopus! <3

you're cuter than that!

First Class graduate with the Chancellor!

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time horizon

i still haven't got the guts to tell everyone what's happening. maybe i'm just afraid that i might not be able to put together myself. so anyway, when it is the right time, i shall tell it to you all ok!

meanwhile, here, i just wanna thank a few people that has supported and still supporting me. thank you for stopping me (though not totally : P) from being so crazy. i might actually lose my mind if it continues.

so i'm gonna give myself till end of this week to see if everything's 'meant to be, supposed to me'-My Happy Ending, Avril Lavigne, 2002. haha. good referencing right? 

its always good to give yourself a time horizon. this is because it helps you to realize it might or is no longer the same and give yourself a break. you deserve it. so mine will be this weekend. then i gotta get serious on decisions made.

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bizarre!

what a bizarre week i had. so many ups and downs. let me break it out. ups? four events in three days time. downs? of the four events, two of each fell on the same day.

deepavali celebration and Addy's party on Friday. deepavali open house was in the noon and party was in the night. so i was able to attend both.

then, on sunday, again, deepavali and Alicia's birthday party. this time, both events fell on the same day and same time. ish. both happened in the night. so i had to choose one and i chose Alicia's because its her big day!

do you  know why i had to make choice? it wasn't suppose to happen that way. its basically because of an asshole that decided to postpone the deepavali celebration to Sunday instead of Saturday because that asshole had got some tickets to some fm's anniversary party or what's not. he claimed that it was r-a-r-e and i-m-p-o-r-t-a-n-t and tickets were hard to get. so, ok lar....... but then, guess what? that idiot didn't go for the party claiming that he had to clean his house. ish! in the end, i had no choice but to miss my sago and curry! ish......!!!

so anyway, that's not just it. there was more to come.

i had diarrhoea.  after attending both parties. i can't believe i'm so 'suey'. it (shall not mention which part) hurts to badly. Addy and Alicia! what's wrong with the food that you both provide?! ish. i shall claim my clinic bill from you! ish ish.

one thing unusual from this diarrhoea is that, i'm still very hungry and constantly craving for food. haha. is that normal? i thought when you have diarrhoea, you're supposed to be half dead, on the bed or toilet all the time? and losing appetite? but in my case, it's totally the opposite! gosh, i'm craving for so much food and most of them will worsen my condition.

and today, it came for the month. each time it comes, i have this unusual mood swing and full with emotions and thoughts. and nothing good come from all this thinking. trust me. i have monitored myself over the past few months. it was never like that. i wonder when i started having this crazy syndrome. and it's bringing me no good at all.

that's pretty much about it. good friends of mine, please pray for my recovery. thank you.
dear God, stop punishing me this way. it hurts.


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broken heart, shattered dream.

it's about a week already, i think. things have been tough but at least i kept it to myself only. because i don't believe in how others can make you feel better. because it usually doesn't work that way.

seeing how things have been going on, made me realise I was quite right. i've been keeping things to myself cause i don't know what to expect next. maybe a change or maybe not.

this has happened countless time but each time things will be mended and everything will seem fine. this round, it seems longer than usual, maybe nothing is suppose to happen. keeping your hopes higher, they will bring you down faster. sigh.

i can't imagine seeing that you are back to the old you so fast. the old you! or maybe i was wrong about you, thinking that you were different each time things happen. but NO! it's all illusion all this while.

oh, i know why things come to this stage. it's KARMA again. i remembered how i treated the old one.

nevertheless, it was a great experience. i always had been serious. different mindset, different goal. you and i.

love and forever, my dear black monster soft toy.


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Happy 21st!

yesterday was addy's 21st. so he invited all of us to a hotel's cafe for a very filling dinner. the environment was good. it was air conditioned, not overly crowded, had waiter/waitresses refilling our drinks all the time and pretty much choice of food for a birthday party.anyhow, it felt like a reunion for me to meet up with others rather than a birthday party. so i pretty much enjoyed it. =)

here are some pictures taken with the birthday boy and some lovely EX-classmates. hehe.

uh? my birthday arr today?

yes its your birthday! Happy 21st!

cinderella and her tikus that need to get home by 12!

miss Joshyn

Sook Mei

Aunty Kat and Celine!

picture with birthday boy

group photo before the day ends!

Hope you enjoyed your day with our presence and presents! 

and there's another one upcoming tomorrow. see you all again!

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Complicated

I'm so scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I want to find a hiding place
We used to laugh, we used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and a touch 'a your hand
Just makes me come unglued
It's such a contradiction
Do I lie or tell the truth
Is it fact or fiction
Oh, the way I feel for you

It's so complicated

I'm so frustrated

I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away

I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay

Should I say it

Should I tell you how I feel

Oh, I want you to know

But then again I don't

It's so complicated (oh)

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a walk to remember

this is like some super old movie which i havent's watced. but i heard it was good, touching bla bla bla so i decided to download and watch it before the movie turns a decade old. yes, i know i'm a lil slow. anyhow. apparently it managed to get almost all girls crying. so i put it to test and see if it works for me.

gosh. the movie story line is quite typical. ok, i gotta understand that it was 2002 when it was first aired. maybe at that time it was like a hit. but for the year 2010, the story line is just old. i felt that the movie was so slow. each word, each scene, it seemed like they were on slowmo. haha. when i was watching, i just couldn't wait for it to end, honestly.

but i still watched until the end after very much anticipation for the touching part or crying part. so overall, ok lar. last but not least, i did not cry. i would rate the movie 3 out of 5?


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law of karma.

karma exists. i think i'm getting my karma. to be precise, BAD KARMA. haha. i sinned too much. gossiped too much, practically about anything and everything. haha. i whine, i complain and i gossip. it's fun but karma, bad karma comes after you after that. now i'm feeling the pinch of it. i don't know if i get backstabbed a not, but i honestly think so. continue to backstab please. just make sure i don't know about it. cause it might hurt me, a little.

so how did karma come to find me? in a very interesting way of making me fail in everything. hhaha. these two days, i'm really low in luck.

1. when i was at lunch, i dropped the heavy fork at a restaurant. glad no one was looking. 

2. some idiots tried to cut me on my right when i threw my right signal. what did i do? u guessed it right. i gave that idiot cockstare. was too tired to make my signature move. you know what's that?

3. i went to photostat my certs near my house and they were so rough to my certs! plus bad service. and printing was so expensive. they charged F RM1.00 per piece for colour and RM 0.50 for B&W.

4. As a result of #3, i had to get up super early today to get it done in Subang. and in the midst of the morning blurrness, J called me and rushed me for breakfast and did you foresee what happen? I fell on my knees as i was walking down the stairs.

5. so now, i have bruises on my knees which is hurting me so badly and a hole on my foot. they hurt very much.

i wonder what's in-stored for me tomorrow? kena crash by a car? fall on my face and scar it forever? sigh. feeling so unlucky these few days. sigh.

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what happened today

1. left my phone at home and went to work. had to go back to get it.

2. two colleagues didn't come for work. unfortunately the one i dislike came.

3. i made a girl cry in the class. lol. she frightened me when i saw her tearing.

4. a parent pointed to the toilet and i looked. a student was sitting on the toilet bowl said, 'i pooed' and i think she was waiting for me to wipe her ass? haha. i did not. i am paid to be an assistant tutor. not baby sitter.

5. i could not resist late dinner.

6. i am craving for ramly burger. with additional layer of cheese.


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midvalley!

met up with my classmates cum buddies in midvalley last week. it's been soooo long since i last saw them. everyone looked the same. but me. haha. why? cause i have my hair cut while others, sama jer. SL remains as SL, always with her long pants while SM, always looking good and poised.

it was a bad day to go Midvalley. ish. it was J-card day. super crowded. all parking bays are red, indicating full. even the pathway to enter was blocked. finally spotted one that was open and headed in to the parking bay. however, again, i was stuck. couldn't move at all because there were just too many cars. luckily i had a company in the car, else, absolutely boring and frustrating.

for lunch, we headed to Madam Kwan! always wanted to try but never had the chance. finally, got the taste of the nasi bojari, one of the famous delicacies. didn't want to try the nasi lemak cause the n.bojari looks more tempting and appealing, as though its calling for me to eat it.

the drumstick is bigger than what you see! it was really B-I-G

the all time famous, nasi lemak

my guilty pleasure. it's so tasty that i couldn't resist. had double shot of this

blacks and yes my new hair cut!

the sago gula melaka was so satisfying and it tasted so much like the one i used to have when i was in melaka and am still craving for one right now-oh how i wish it is in front of me at this second; i can probably eat 10 servings of it or maybe 20. it's just that delicious and i can't resist it at all.

after makan-ing, we went to toys-r-us. lol. how bored can we be uh? it is halloween this week. so they had all the halloween clothings and accesories which range from the witch hat and pumpkin to the devil's fork. all were very cute and also expensive.

after that, we went to the jigsaw puzzle shop which was the main motive of me going to midvalley. so when i reached there, this was what happened.

G: is there transformer jigsaw puzzle?

Salesperson: no

G: why don't have? is transformer not famous enough?

i said it without using my big brain. anyhow i wasn't trying to hurt that salesperson feelings. i was just wondering why and i asked it in a different manner. and my friends said i was so mean and the salesperson terasa. haha. was i mean? probably a little sarcastic. think i need to tone down on my sarcasm. not everyone can take it.

anyhow, after seeing the jigsaw puzzles, i feel like getting one for myself. just to test my patience and if i can complete it since i'm so free now, yet to be employed. would you get one for me? thank you! i want the 1000 pieces. any design but don't want all the ancient things, kay? :)


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achievement! achievement!

wah, today is a great day. i finally know how to download stuff especially movies, like those latest one of the net! lol. i must sound like a pure retard for you guys who can download by closing two eyes. but for me, one of my life time achievements that deserves to be remembered, hence i shall record this very special moment in my blog. haha.

after fixing my often disconnection issue that lasted for about maybe one year? haha, dead serious. i think it lasted for about a year. ask my college friends about it when we always have group assignment to discuss online. i always get kicked out of the room because I dc so often. maybe 5 minutes once? they gave up on me and i gave up on myself and finally it's solved! it was actually the router that was problematic. i changed my router and it is working just fine! pity those tm guys where i called everyday and report to them in a very polite manner. sorry guys!

so to continue, i finally learned how to download movies. taught by my personal technician. haha. why personal technician? because i ask him literally about anything that concerns computer no matter how simple the problem is. 'eh, how to change the settings on my desktop?'   'eh, how to know what's the speed of my com?'   'eh, how to install this?'   'eh, i lost my installation disc. how?'    'eh how to this and how to that?'      yeah, i ask him practically for anything that will go wrong when i use the computer.

back to the story, in order to teach me how to download this utorrent, J purposely called me for about ten minutes to teach me how to do it. because he knew that if it was via msn, it'll take hours and nothing will happen but confusion and worse is that he would've to still call me. so he's smart enough this time to call me straight. starting to realise how dumb i can really be when it comes to internet and IT uh?  haha. thank you mr J! i appreciate it lots. i might consider downloading Borat and watch it. MIGHT. don't get too excited. lol.

it's an achievement. proof of my l'ack-of-knowledge' about internet. lol

when i finally know how to download, i need to know how to add in the subtitles. so that i don't have to listen so properly and miss out on other things that might be going on, i asked J online and he tried to teach me and i tried to explain to him what I did which did not work. and in the end, after about a few trials that i did, taught by him online, i still couldn't get it right those it's as simple as 'just make sure it's in the same folder as the movie'! damn, i just couldn't understand that. 'england too powder'. lol. what was the ending? i ended up had to call him to make him guide me on the phone and it finally worked!

so once again, this has proven again that i'm just so dumb when it comes to IT stuff despite being first class honours student *bangga* lol.

so as a sweet reminder, in the near future, anything about IT/internet/computer that you try to teach Miss G via msn, please don't even attempt. cause i will fail so badly. i will just call you to save time and hassle and most importantly, making myself look less dumb.

good night and thanks again J. appreciate it lots.



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bike pushing day.

and so i decided to go Bukit Cahaya. I've not really been there. I went there once for the SkyTrex thing and that's it. Never really get to walk and enjoy the view and what's not and so I went there with two of my buddies, S and A for cycling purpose.

to start off the day, we decided to go have breakfast at Chong Kok Kopitiam. This is a classic kopitiam lar. the food is awesome. though its just simple half boiled egg, milo and nasi lemak, fuiyoh, never seen any kopitiam that can do it as well as this! the half boil egg is really half boiled, as if they had this 'egg-perature' to see if the egg is really 50% boiled. you will see no harden yolk nor uncooked eggwhite. that sifu behind this eggs must be really skilled.

the classic kopitiam with the nicest half boiled egg you can ever find!

look at the perfect half boil eggs!

after some satisfying and yummy breakfast, we were off to Bukit Cahaya. after getting the bicycles, at 9.15 a.m we were all ready and pumped up to conquer the hill. and to much disappointment, we were overthrown by the damn hill at the first slope. haha. how embarassing.

all of us started coming down from our bikes, like some ah ma and ah kongs, (it's not just us that were pushing, there were so many others, in fact all!) and started pushing the bikes up. opps, not all were behaving like 80 years old! Miss A proved to be a all time ballerina and have what it takes to show the hill who's the boss. she did it. she cycled all the way through the first steep slope. salute. respect. kow tow. applauses please. it was seriously anything but easy.

yes and we can do it. no, i can't. only she did it.

one of the less tiring slopes.

after many many slopes, and we came to this sign board that says, Spices and Beverage Garden. and we all got so excited thinking that we could finally get a rest! you know, at least recharge ourself with 100 Plus, Revive and what's not. So there were at least little hope for us to continue. and when we finally reach, this is what we got..............

fuck you garden. haha.

it's a literal garden! not like err.. garden garden that means like a cafe. you know, like how owners name their restaurants Betty Garden or Yummy Food Garden where it means food and drinks. yes and i know i have lame names for cafe/restaurant, but you get me! it's a God damn literal G-A-R-D-E-N. Taman Rempah Ratus dan Minuman! OMG. at that point in my life, i just wish i could burn down the whole bloody garden! @!$$@#%#$^$%&*^(%^#$@##$!#$!#$

after our hopes were crushed by the damn garden, we decided to take a break and take some pics since along the way, we were too dead tired to do so. ish. still pissed at that taman!



after the p*ssy-fying garden, we were thinking if we should continue cycling upwards. and when we asked some passer by, they said it's some empangan up there. and that's it. we decided not to see empangan. we shall all just google it and check it out online. haha. and we took another route, which we assumed would've led us back. and yeah, it did!

and the journey down the slope was so nice cause no single bit of energy was required besides controlling the bike's direction.

how do we know if we've reached the foot hill? look at those lilies. are they lilies? what ever it is lar. they look better in life than in pics. and so we took our last shot as memories.

bye peeps! please, its not like you get to cycle there. it's more to pushing up the bicycle so that you can fly down. that's all. haha. have fun if you're going there anytime soon. and if you think you are like the best runner, full blast stamina, cocky assholes, go and cycle around the whole hill. tell me if you're that great.

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value of friendship

everyone has friends. you claim that she/he is your bff, your buddy, good friend, close friend, friend and sometimes even to the extend of sister/brother. but is it just because of the spark between both of you at that time where both happen to have the same opinion on something. lets say, for girls. both of you have always hated the bitch in class and happen to know about it and started gossiping about her and it's as though you guys were bff after that. but what happens when one prince charming comes in the way between both. still bff? or do what you can to steal that prince charming away?

it's not like i have any lifetime experience about friends. but it's enough to make me realise the value of friendship. it's almost WORTHLESS. at one point in your life, you can be so close to the person who sits next to you in the class and share almost all secrets in the world including you peeing on your bed when you were 15. but after high school, *phew phew* all disappear as if we were strangers.

friends that you thought will be your bff during high school might turn out to be a bitch that will do anything to stab you till you bleed and die slowly in excruciating pain. what a bitch.

as of now, having left high school for 4-5 years, i started to see who's my friend and who's not. maybe i shall name a few and let that fella feel honoured. *drum rolls* and the person who i treasure the most so far is ANG WEI SZE, yes it's you. don't be a bitch to me. i know you love me. haha. then been catching up with some of my high school friends during the recent badminton session and think that they're actually a really good friend too. that's just in highschool.

when you go to college, it's even more realistic than now. when they need your help, they'll come to you. and vice versa. people that you thought were very close to you may mean nothing to them at all. probably you're just another passer-by in their life. 'eh, who's that person that just pass by? oh, maybe i saw her before in pasar malam.' wtf. life's that realistic. including friendship or any relationship. but at least i think i found some that is worth my time. maybe. yet to evaluate. see if distance would be the stopper for our friendship. *hint hint*

probably relationship is the worse one. how many times have you been in a relationship and abandon your friends because of him. if your friends are fine with it, congratulations! only two possibilities.

(1) it's either they are really your true friends which then i will CONGRATULATE you 

or 

(2) your existence doesn't even bother your friends whether you're dead or alive. congratulations again! you now know the true colours of your friends.

then for all that you have done for your partner, getting him/her to tag along even if it's all girls/boys activities which might cause some to be uncomfortable, ditching your friends for date that have been made one week earlier just because your partner was bored and asked you out for last minute movie to keep him occupied, the worse is probably P.D.A. haha. i think i did that a lot of times. feel a bit shy to cucuk about this shit now. but at least i learnt to care about my friends feelings. 

sigh. anyhow,

life is that sad and full of hypocrite which include me and you. don't deny. anyhow, at this point, i do treasure (too strong word to use.karma might bite that i would have to stab them one day UNWILLINGLY. =)) appreciate some of my friends. please treasure me because if you love me, i'll love you back MORE. haha.

kanak-kanak out there, please don't think the person you are the closest to will be your bff. bull shit. ask him/her in the face. have you ever done anything wrong to me? if he/she says none, i've been a really good friend, END THE FRIENDSHIP IMMEDIATELY! a bit too drama. point the middle finger then. wtf, who hasn't done anything wrong to anyone before.  if he/she admits, maybe then your friend might worth some of your time.

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first person i gossiped.

been teaching in Enopi for a month. think i know most of the students there. some are really cute. some not. and some are a pain in the arse. it's not just the students who annoys me. there are some others that do the job too. actually only one. haha. i shall call her bitch A. and it's time to bitch about her.

see. i'm usually the boss. i usually tell people what to do and not the other way round. hehe. she likes to order me to do things. which i hate. so yeah, aku sakit. haha. she's just very mengada lar. i don't plan to make friends with anyone at Enopi because i'm going to be there for short term only. and i dun care if i dun talk to any of the other tutors. because i'm not bothered. yes, we might meet again next time maybe as real colleague, working in the same company etc etc. but as of now, we're just strangers. fine, acquaintance.

so, she's just plain sibuk, thinking that she's like the boss of tutors there. arsehole. cannot take it. for instance today, i answered the phone call. one of the parents called in to say that her children couldn't make it blablablala. and she was so sibuk to ask me who called and why. wtf. i duwan to communicate with u at all ok. asked me to attend to this kid, that kid. telling me to check this check that. asshole. cannot take it. bitch.

so basically i just dislike her and i really wish for her to read it so that she knows i don't like her. in the same time, i also hope that she doesnt read it because i don't want to offend anyone for no reason. haha.

night.


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back to square one

enough said and done. things are the same. what i feel is still the same. no, it's different. no longer like last time. yelling will not intimidate. it only shows guilt. loser. it can never be put as the past.


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detective potential test.

so, i was back home late tonight. i went to my room, off the switches for my desktop and laptop and i relaxingly lied on my bed while looking at my phone. sudd... *ding*.... it was the messenger alert sound when someone is online on your list. it gave me a shocked! i thought i switched off all the power already.

dear God, please don't frighten me like that. my jantung is lemah. so i looked at the switches again, and yes, they're all switched off. so i thought it must be my great fantastic imagination, just not to scare myself.

then i ignored what ever that happened, and went on relaxing on my bed. a moment later, *ding*. ok, that was starting to give me the creep. it cannot be my imagination again right? and i got up to look at what was wrong. and guess what? think think. let's see who has the detective brain cells to reveal the mystery!

think

think

think

think

think

before

you scroll down

p/s does it look like the emails that you used to received last time where you gotta make a wish and forward it to others or else you will die tonight? haha.

i spotted a small dot of a white light. it was my laptop's power button light. apparently, my battery was in my  laptop and i left it unattended for quite some time that it actually went into the sleeping mode automatically (black screen). it made me thought i shut down my laptop. and creeps me out for like what? 5 minutes? haha. cannot take it. so retarded. muahaha. scared myself for no reason.

to think back, i thought it was funny and a lil retarded so i decided to blog it before i sleep. have a good laugh and good night.

so did you have the mind of a detective or you're just another retard like me? bet you are just another retard.


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wah... wet world *rolls my eyes*

went to Wet World recently out of boredom. my sis and bro wanted to go swimming/play with water. Sunway Lagoon appears to be TOO expensive. it's >50 per head. so i'm not gonna spend so much of money just to touch water. water is everywhere! desa water park, jauh lar. yeah, i whine and complain a lot. so ended up with Wet World Shah Alam. it's the nearest to my house and i thought it was cheap. when i say cheap, i thought it was RM2! how else silly can i be? to think that it's that cheap. it actually cost 10 per head. 

so, the wet world was.. fuiyoh! so exciting and fun *sarcasm* oh gosh. it was smaller than i thought! been there once when i was really small. maybe that's why i thought it was BIG. 

anyways. yeah. its small and there was nothing else but the monsoon buster? i dunno what it is called. but it doesnt open till 12. by then i would've already be a roasted pig. yeah, so i forgot about taking that ride and headed home before 12 since it was getting hot and i was already burnt! besides that, literally, there was nothing else.

so, hmm.. since it was located in Shah Alam, please expect what kinda people will be there. yeah! u guessed it so right. it was all those. barely see any lain-lain. haha. and, not long after i reached, a kid was actually drowned. think he was 3 or so. luckily he was rescued by the lifeguard after some CPR and mouth to mouth rescue. thank God! and the whole family could still continue to swim. what a joke. 

added this pic so that my blog looks less wordy.

the most interesting part of this trip is *drum rolls* t-o-i-l-e-t. i'm not like a clean freak or miss hygenic but still, toilet is suppose to be clean and i gotta admit i dislike dirty toilet. and as u can expect, those water world toilet is anything but clean. i always get the creep to go into water world toilet because i just feel eww! and the cubical is often extremely small. i hate seeing those hair getting stuck at the hole on the floor, those rusty shower. i just feel super uncomfortable under this type of condition. and that's exactly what happened to me in wet world. sigh. sigh. sigh. so i took my shower pretty fast just to get rid of the chlorine on my body and then shower again as soon as i reached home. 

and guess what was my biggest discovery at the toilet cubical that i chose! omg omg omg. u know, those cubicals are usually divided by a thin wall. reasonable, standard 1 lar. and to my horror, when i looked up, i spotted a used pad. omg omg omg omg omg. that girl who used it just put it on the partition since the shower cubical does not provide dustbin or any basket. and she just left it on the wall partition. i was soooooooooooooooo disgusted and so wanted to just run out from the toilet out of disgust. i can't imagine how long has it been left there. it was like turning to this dark brown-blackish colour as if it was left there since like ages! i didn't take it down or anything please. i could see the sides that was hanging from the partition, thinking about it now, i still feel disgusted. don't the park have cleaners? please ask them to heads up once in a while and spot for the hidden items when they do their cleaning please. urgh! it's so disgusting!

that's about it. the main purpose of this blog is just to satisfy some people that love my blog. haha. thank you for your support.

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pizza *uck

this is the worst fast food restaurant that i ever come across. how should i express my anger, frustration and disappointment.

hmm. so, recently pizza came out with the hut hunger power meal or what ever it is. basically, pizza will donate RM0.50 for every set meal that is ordered. so you would probably think that pizza would extract the RM 0.50 from their bloody profit since they're making big bucks with their asshole services. but guess what? instead of extracting from their profits, they actually raised the price of the meal by RM 0.50. simply, it means that they're getting the names while the money comes from us. wtf. then better i donate myself to them right. i can donate easily double of it loh. yeah, i think pizza is like the ultimate loser. ish. damn tak puas.

secondly, omg. what is wrong with pizza's services these days? i know they were bad, didn't know they became worse! whenever you order or ask for any extra services like taking extra plates etc, they come slower than ever. and you know what's the latest discovery i found? yeah, they are lacking of menus in the attempt to cut cost? just being sarcastic. anyways, yeah. wtf. first time i went there, there was four of  us. you know how many menus the waiter gave us? TWO. are they blind? they can't count uh? or they think that my siblings can't read english so no need to give them? wtf. cannot tahan them. so i thought maybe that waiter noob.

 then i went there again. this time in 5, with my school friends. yeah. guess how many they gave? 6? 5? NO! they only gave TWO again! OMG. i feel like asking them to do the head counts. so, i asked them to bring extra menus so that everyone of us can have one and look at what is inside. and guess how many he brought? just another extra one. sigh. forget about it.i give up.

gonna boycott pizza. pizza, u suck. lets go papa john instead. or domino. oh, my thin crust, so yummy and delicious.

fuck pizza.

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quality or quantity?

human are often torn between quantity or quality. is it better to produce an assignment of 50 pages or to just produce an assignment of 20 pages but with quality? but how sure of you are the quality? you think you're good. but i think i'm better.anyways, i'm not here to talk about assignment. it has got nothing to do with me anymore, at least in the short run unlike my other friends Rice, J, D and others that are facing and will be facing assignment soon. to be precise, next week onwards.


a sweet reminder for J and D, please for once and the final semester, submit your assignment on time. stop being a bitch anymore. Arazmi doesn't owe you guys anything! be a man! lol.


so when you're given two tasks. both tasks will be awarded with money. one is more and another is lesser. the difference is, the one with more money is of low quality task and another is paid more. yeah, i know, how irony it is. so, which will you go for? but the thing is going for the high quality one makes you better at doing it. and the low quality one makes you no difference from before. what say you?


personally, of course i hope to improve in what i'm doing but money is the root of all evil. i still love money more. i admit. so personally, i hope for the best that it will be such that its high quality and high pay in this case.

yeah. i see money. what do you see?

nagged

i hardly go out in the night since i knew that i would be nagged. hence my title. so you guys should know what this post will be all about. being nagged. have you ever been nagged. how does it feels?

to start off, last weekend, sat & sun, i went out over to friend's place. one was for random purpose, ok, it was for mahjong and another was for a birthday party. i may look like some kaki lepak, but actually, i'm not. i have only been to  club like twice. the experience also wasn't much like clubbing. was more of.. donation. if you get what i mean. i am so bored staying at home over the past one month so i thought i should just go out. and i'm no 3 years old. aku dah dua puluh satu or at least, hampir dua puluh satu. haha. eventually, i came home late for both the days.

consequences: nagged. nagged. nagged. repeatedly nagged. 

he told me that it was dangerous to drive so late alone. yeah, i knew that so on the sat, i had Rice to come pick me up and send me home later. it was so out of the way for him since he stays at the FAR north and i stay at the FAR south. but i didn't want my parents to worry TOO much. yeah, but somehow he did and kept calling me and i reached home at 1.30. 

the next day, i gotta go out again for a birthday party. again, i'm close to 21. sigh. again, he called me repeatedly and eventually i reached home at 2.30. this time i didn't want to trouble Rice cause it's really NOT on the way for him. and i have a car. aku bukan cacat. 

so when i came home, he said 'you shouldn't come home so late, it's dangerous to drive alone!'. in my heart was like, yeah! i know. that's why  i had my friend to came and pick me up on Sat and you also scolded me for that. like WTF. sigh. i know lar, they care + worry. but.. sigh....... 

conclusion, i'm like a princess. with the kereta, where if i don't reach home by 12, my car will turn into a pumpkin, rotten pumpkin. 

just needed to whine. i love you Mr Lee.

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born to work out?

today was a cool day. everything was very relaxing. had lunch with Rice in one of my all time favs, Bar.B.Q Plaza. yummy! love the bacon *drools*, udon, pork, garlic rice etc. everything tastes yummy with the sauce. but not too much unlike Rice that can eat practically anything with the sauce. including the lard that was all roasted! eww. imagine how many pounds he's gonna put on. but he works out a lot. so in the end, he'll just burn all the fats he gained within the same day. bitch. that doesn't happen to me. 

so when i was at home, i was feeling all guilty. maybe it wasn't about the guilt lar.. was more about the fact that i've put on so much of weight since i graduated. the pants that used to  be loose.. its now.. sigh.. lets not mention it. then the  thigh that part, feels tighter than ever. sigh. it kills all my mood and desire to try clothes especially bottoms, shorts or jeans or skirt , they make me sadder than ever each time i pick them  up. the size gets bigger each time  i visit stores to add on to my wardrobe. how sad.  i WAS size 6. now? can barely fit in. sigh sigh. yeah. i'm in the transition from  size M to  S L. i'm not exaggerating. serious issue here.

 what else can depress a girl more than this. so realizing that, well, maybe it's time to work out. sigh. its never my nature to work out. i'm not born a sportswoman. i'm not born to run/jog. i'm not born to sweat. yeah, after whining so much about it, in the end, i went for a jog this evening. it's a good start! my whole leg was so jelly-fied when i reached home. so tiring and i don't think i sweated enough.  think must prolong my track.  hope that my determination continues for at least a month? haha. yeah, aku ni hangat-hangat tahi ayam. please expect that. 

besides the sadness about my growing size, *damn it*, well, there's something that at least made my day.  since i can't be trying on clothes cause i'll undergo some sorta depression if i do try and see that i had to take size L, but trying on heels is never an issue! my feet doesn't put on weight. so i love my feet. and i bought a new pair of heels to add on to my collection. it's been so long since i last got a new one. 

it's been so long.. sooooo looonnnngggg

first gold.

my leg is thin right? lol

that's about it. afterall, it's a good day. good night.

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scope

when you see a shop with only the signboard of Scope, what do you think about it? probably some spectacles shop, tools shop and what's not. well at least they put chairs and tables outside, then probably you can figure out its actually a restaurant.it's not just another ordinary restaurant. its a Steak House. you wouldn't have guessed it if you actually go there.

the menu that gave us a shocked!

how do i happen to come across this shop? so that day, Rice came over and we wanted to have some ordinary lunch together. probably some chicken rice, wantan mee or maybe char kueh teow. and then we saw this Scope, thinking it might serve all this or maybe a cafe so went in and then the menu came. when we saw the menu, OMG! later did we realise that it was actually a steak house. haha. its all priced at 20++ and we only brought like 30 that day. ahaha. so we had to share. how embarrassing can it be. lol.

but the food there is really nice. i went there a few times already. one of it was to celebrate Sze's farewell. all of them agreed the food was good. today i went again to have dinner since my mum said she was gonna belanja. so, why not?

yummy!

so, i ordered honey lamb and it's so yummy. personally, i'm not fond of lamb cause lambs smell like lamb! they got the damn lamb smell. haha. i dislike itu bau if u get what i mean. but this honey lamb, maybe because it is coated with honey so itu-bau-lamb was not so strong and together with the honey, it tastes superb! love it. first time i like to eat lamb. *thumbs up* 

then my mum ordered grill fish and my sis ordered honey smoke chicken. all in all, they taste good!

grill fish.

honey smoke chicken. underneath the chicken is
the hidden mash potato!

another interesting thing about this steak house is that while waiting, the waiter/waitress will give you a basket of mind-exercising-toy? i don't know what should it be called. this basket has tools that will keep you distracted while the food is being cooked. it's quite challenging for me since i'm not born for this kinda game.

see that green and orange thing? you're suppose to put them back into the shape of a rubix cube. this is harder than solving the rubix cube! it's not like i know how to solve the rubix cube but at least they have a formula! so this thing suck and i suck at it. 

besides that the basket also contains this kinda metal thing. see the middle part where it looks like its tangled? yeah, you have to untangled/dissemble them. bloody hell, this is not any easier than that rubix cube thing. you have to find the point where it can come out easily and please don't try to use your kerbau-energy once you can't get it solved. a lot of people are prone to doing that. i'm one of them. lol. it's so patience-testing. H-A-T-E I-T. haha. but once you get to dissemble them, wah. the sense of achievement and pride... fuiyoh!

that's pretty much about it for today. do try out the steak house. oh, its located at setia alam.

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