bizarre!

what a bizarre week i had. so many ups and downs. let me break it out. ups? four events in three days time. downs? of the four events, two of each fell on the same day.

deepavali celebration and Addy's party on Friday. deepavali open house was in the noon and party was in the night. so i was able to attend both.

then, on sunday, again, deepavali and Alicia's birthday party. this time, both events fell on the same day and same time. ish. both happened in the night. so i had to choose one and i chose Alicia's because its her big day!

do you  know why i had to make choice? it wasn't suppose to happen that way. its basically because of an asshole that decided to postpone the deepavali celebration to Sunday instead of Saturday because that asshole had got some tickets to some fm's anniversary party or what's not. he claimed that it was r-a-r-e and i-m-p-o-r-t-a-n-t and tickets were hard to get. so, ok lar....... but then, guess what? that idiot didn't go for the party claiming that he had to clean his house. ish! in the end, i had no choice but to miss my sago and curry! ish......!!!

so anyway, that's not just it. there was more to come.

i had diarrhoea.  after attending both parties. i can't believe i'm so 'suey'. it (shall not mention which part) hurts to badly. Addy and Alicia! what's wrong with the food that you both provide?! ish. i shall claim my clinic bill from you! ish ish.

one thing unusual from this diarrhoea is that, i'm still very hungry and constantly craving for food. haha. is that normal? i thought when you have diarrhoea, you're supposed to be half dead, on the bed or toilet all the time? and losing appetite? but in my case, it's totally the opposite! gosh, i'm craving for so much food and most of them will worsen my condition.

and today, it came for the month. each time it comes, i have this unusual mood swing and full with emotions and thoughts. and nothing good come from all this thinking. trust me. i have monitored myself over the past few months. it was never like that. i wonder when i started having this crazy syndrome. and it's bringing me no good at all.

that's pretty much about it. good friends of mine, please pray for my recovery. thank you.
dear God, stop punishing me this way. it hurts.


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