it's about a week already, i think. things have been tough but at least i kept it to myself only. because i don't believe in how others can make you feel better. because it usually doesn't work that way.
seeing how things have been going on, made me realise I was quite right. i've been keeping things to myself cause i don't know what to expect next. maybe a change or maybe not.
this has happened countless time but each time things will be mended and everything will seem fine. this round, it seems longer than usual, maybe nothing is suppose to happen. keeping your hopes higher, they will bring you down faster. sigh.
i can't imagine seeing that you are back to the old you so fast. the old you! or maybe i was wrong about you, thinking that you were different each time things happen. but NO! it's all illusion all this while.
oh, i know why things come to this stage. it's KARMA again. i remembered how i treated the old one.
nevertheless, it was a great experience. i always had been serious. different mindset, different goal. you and i.
love and forever, my dear black monster soft toy.
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